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| I think I just realized that I've been scarred. I blame you. I also blame you. I blame you for bringing it up and reminding me, but honestly, I have no right to blame you. I blame you, because you're the one that did it, and you're the one that constantly reminds me, time and time again. Let me keep it in the past; will you? I can't blame you either. Can I blame myself in this matter? I can't deny that I played a factor in the conclusion, but I think it's because I'm a part, that I want to forget. The memories were beautiful, but they're just memories to me. I feel we can't relive them, so stop, please. My sincere message to you: I hate our present, but our past is not our future. -Benjamin Cho | | |
| Just letting some words out to some people that'll remain anonymous. Just gotta put it out there, but I don't know how to say it yet. 1) ("Love" [used loosely] confession?) Haha, hi, I'm Ben. I must admit, I adore you. That's all that I really want to get off my chest, but it's not as easy as it seems. Thanks, k, bye. 2) (Verification) Uh, who are you? Sorry, it's just been that long that I don't remember. Are we friends? Honestly, I don't think so. K, maybe, but we're on the fast track to being simply acquaintances, and I'm really not interested in going in reverse. 3) (Thank you) Hah, we're weird. How is it that we don't talk for the most part, but when we do, it's like nothing changes? I appreciate that. Thank you. 4) (Lemme be honest, and sorry if this is harsh) Yes, what you did was absurd. The fact that you actually blocked him from parking his car so that he couldn't see his friends... well... that shows you're psycho and possessive. Are you guys over? How do I put this... he's got issues if he isn't completely put off by that. 5) (You asked for my opinion) Here it is; honestly, you're a drama QUEEEEN. Uh, you haven't shared a problem where I can honestly say, "Oh, yeah, that wasn't your fault to begin with." Do you realize that things have consequences? I mean, that's why you're always upset, because you don't realize what's going to happen as a result. I'm not gonna say it, because you're having a hard time now, but honestly, eventually you have to grow up and realize where your priorities are or else I'm just going to lose my respect for you. -Cho | | |
| Cha-Cha List - Let Me Love You Down - INOJ
- Miss You - M-Flo Loves Ryouhei and Melody
- I'm Yours - Jason Mraz
- Get It Shawty - Lloyd
- Forever - Chris Brown
- First Love - Utada Hikaru
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| I'd like to just take a step back and reflect on my bittersweet weekend. Thursday Hah, I felt like shit when I woke up. Didn't want to do anything, but I knew I had an exam to go to. Felt crappy all day, but after lab, I still went to the rally. I had a lot of fun hanging with the guys, despite me being sick. Stayed up 'til 5 AM playing games at their place. Grade: B Friday Woke up at around 10 AM. I was sick, tired, and wanted to say "fuck you world." Lol, but it was nice, Vivian was really nice to me when I woke up, so she helped with my anger. lol After a slight gaming session with Norman, Ben and Ace. I left to pick up Elaine. Hung out with Elaine; hung out with some of the SCruz crew, headed back home and slept. Grade: A Saturday Woke up; went to work; fairly routine day. Grade: C- Sunday Woke up, said "Oh shit," showered, and sped to Daly City. Changed at my parents house, picked up Sara, and went to the wedding. Lol, I definitely had a good time Grade: A Although that should garner a B+ average, the weekend had some other issues that I need not expand on. Simply put, life was better when it was simple. -Cho | | |
| Girl: Everytime I talk to Joey about school, it makes me really sad, because I don't have those grades.
Boy: Aw, don't worry about it. For what it's worth, you always impress me. Use it as motivation, but accept that you're fine as is! =D
Girl: But thats not gonna get me into pharm school. Grades are.
Boy: Lol, I've got confidence in you. You just happen to worry excessively; you've got to tone it down. It's good to work hard, but be able to let things go, y'know?
Boy: But yeah, have confidence in yourself. I honestly believe you're more capable than you allow yourself to be, so don't be sad. I like you more when you're happy. =P
Boy: I'll buy you more candy if you're happy! lol jk
Girl: Yeah, I don't really let things go easily, and yes, I worry. I do believe in myself, but I've seen it go in flames also when I didn't get into the college I wanted, and all the girls who got lower grades than me & less APs got in.
Boy: Mm, I see where you're coming from. You can still do better than them, despite it all.
Girl: Yeah, but there's people like Joey who make me feel like crap. You, I like it that you're humble, and rather than talking about it, you help me. Joey does to, but it's different. He's a donkey sometimes.
Boy: I like you happy. It's simple as that, but I understand where you're coming from, and I just try to be straightforward and sincere.
Girl: Thanks so much for candy, but you don't need to get it for me anymore because I will get addicted, haha.
Girl: Thanks, I like being happy also haha.
Boy: Good, so stop thinking about it. Take a break in life. Enjoy it; love yourself. That's my key to a successful life! I think that shall be in my newest story.
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